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‘Stand up little girl, broken heart can be that bad’
To me, loving someone is knowing that you would go far beyond you’d ever imagined, sometimes even crossing that fine line of right and wrong for that special person, believe strongly in your love and always being there supporting them no matter how hardship unnumbered coming your way, or at least you would rather die trying wanting to be forever with till your final breath in this world, that is loan to you by the one creator for all living kind, the almighty Allah SWT. Being loved back by someone you love, is the utmost beautiful powerful thing that could ever happen to a person; which makes and keeps you stronger more and more living each day, having faith and gratitude to his/her love, holding strong through the ups and down, smiling, crying towards togetherness, happiness, and forever is thankful to God, for this gift from heaven, sent your way that you would cherished every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every month, every year, for all your life.
I have always dedicated my heart sincerely, my all, my life to my loved ones; always knowing that I have to work real hard staying true and being worthy of; I’m also only a small fragile human being who make mistake, therefore I shall seek forgiveness and be more forgiving; but neither shall I ever forget the good nor the bad; for I wish this love to have long last. But unfortunately, things doesn’t always happen the way you wished for and I do know that now, sometimes love is not good enough; my love is just not good enough for some. Sometimes, you found love at all the wrong places, at all the wrong times and at all the wrong hearts. But when that happens to you, the choices you bravely make earlier, the hard road you willing to take and even no matter how big sincere effort you’ve given for the world to understand in hope that they would be giving you at least a slightest small chances; undoubtedly in that long-winding destiny of yours, there will always be an uphill battle where unknowingly you’ll sometimes bound to lose. Sometimes loves comes around you, and sometimes it knocks you down, and then even when you try to keep back up, it just knocks you down… and it hurts you so bad and cuts you deeper and deeper, finally leaving you all alone bleeding in love that is running through your veins. But however painful and sad the truth is…, that’s just how your story ends. ‘Fairy tales don’t always have a happy ending do they?’ I guess not, not for some unlucky ones!
Broken heart can be that bad,
When is through, is through!
But even though you’re deeply sorry for yourself being torn apart now, for how all that has happen; at every night you cry yourself to sleep, thinking, why does this happen to you? Why does every moment have to be so hard? And why is it still not over at each of those dreadful nights? You just have to keep on living, staying stronger than you were ever before and reached out to your faith that is within you, for a new beginning shall unravel slowly without you knowing it… at each and every chapter of your life ends. No matter how hard it is the steps you’re taking from now on, moving on with your life while carrying the sadness, emptiness and intimidating feelings every now and then for not knowing if you could ever give your heart to another and be in love again, for you are so very afraid of just how another story would ends; you just have to leave it all to God, and never stop loving yourself dearly and those who is around you that loves you for you, for who you truly are, for the beautiful you, and shall never ever walk away hurting you and watching you fall. And remember as the saying goes… ‘What goes around eventually comes around’.
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