Nasi goreng ayam lagi…? Ada telur ke Takde telur?

huhu.. jap, let me gelak dulu… ok start, adoi, tetiba terasa nk memblog bila teringat al-kisah siang tadi…takdelah lawak mana pun… but at that point in time siang tadi mmg terasa lawak agaknya!!! cadangan kerajaan awalnye tgh tadi saya maleh sgt nk kuar lunch, cos kerja menimbun dowh, and ada deadline kul 4, so I really ingat nk mintak jasabaik geng tapaukn ajer kopok lekor n sotong ball for me, my fav, so senanglah for them so me thought, n lagipun me suka tolong akak tu..… tapi bila baru je me nk bangun kuar bilik mintak depa tlg tapau, dh kena serbu my room, ajak cepat ikut gi lunch, dah lambat ni katanya… saper lagi? bro kamarul kiter lah… last week senyap ajer dunia office, since big boss ke Shanghai and Kamarul ke Guangzhou for a week. Aman ajer... (extra aman cos big boss x delah, kurang stress saya J)  tp la ni dah kamarul balik, habis bergegar ruang bilik gue, pastu dia blah, muka tak nak layan, cos me tak nak join, mintak tapau...!! So nk tak nak, bergegaslah gue, kelam kabut gklah susun sket mana patut storyboard yg bersepah atas meja – still - cos takut big boss bising..., d german’s – them like the workdesk empty clean!! Pelik kan? Odd but SO true!! Anyway, me then hurried locked my pc, grab me handbag, and lari turun tangga kejar depa!!! Am on 3” hills ok, bayangkan?

Joined them ajer kt parking, terus me jerit, ‘WINA dok depan tau?’ Since last week, kamarul tarak, me dh start duk depan… heheee… Tak kiralah keta siapa… convoy dua keta ke? Tetap sy co-pilot… heheee, the rest, gentlemen semua silalah berchenta kt belakang! Even now that he’s back, boss kena gak dok blakang k? Makasih, usul anda untuk saya dok di tengah2, tidak diterima!!! Ahahaha… anyhow, ni friendly banter kami ajer… Lagipun kiterorg bukan mkn jauh sgt pun… seminit sampai!! always kat One World belakang office… jarang nowadays diorg gi Pit Stop… ahahhahaa… menarik kn nama2 diorg ni bagi, walhal warung ajer… but, one world mmg our fav, cos’ nasi goreng ayam dia mmg sedap… Cuma for me, portion dia agak byk lah… so kang tak habis kena marah lak, n sayang je bila membazir.. but seriously the food mmg sedap, esp everyday I dpt drumsticks n xyah gado2…… just bayangkan, the guys could order the same nasi goreng ayam hari2! Fuhh!! Harap, me n faliq ajer, tukar2 menu.. n today, the new IT guy yg br masuk, Zak, yg gue dh gunakan khidmat dia since the first day dia masuk kerja, ehehehe… pun mkn kat situ, lone ranger, terlebih awal dari kiterorg.. So we joined his table, since itu mmg meja kiterorg pun!! Ohya, zak ni mmg perokok tegar.. 24/7 dgn gudang garam, even td tgh merokok, even selalunyalah… The guys dgn cara baiknye as kawan advised dia, not to smoke regularly during office hour, seeing as nanti big boss bingit! ‘Us’, eheheheh… I meant, them… n err me as well (Devilish Halo appearing, ting ting) are quite disciplined here, smoking zone only during lunch, n after work at 5pm, pastu naik atas sambung balik keje sejam dua lagi, takde yg balik awal kt sini, normallah… so kdg2 je bila boss xde, lari turun berasap… esp bila rainy days, keadaan mengizinkan, chehh!! cos sejuk bai kt office... Anyhow, not an excuse for me, I know, n me tgh mencuba to quit smoking kembali… Can’t promise anything now, but for sure I will try!! N this is for mama, kakak, abunc, and coming lil’ one n for the almighty! I know, asap itu sahabat Jin! And as for me…? ikut kata hati, emmm.. dh sebati dgn diri.

Ok, apa cerita tadi, aduh suka ter-off track!! What 2 do? That’s Me! Byk sgt dlm pikiran… ohya, bout the cerita tgh tadi,….today me actually kurang mood nk gelak, cos at the back of my mind, I know my deadline is coming at 4… and syukur alhamdulillah… saya berjaya present on time! Siap kul 3:15pm, but still ada css scripting lari… apa daa.. now sepatutnya me tgh cuba baiki, but my eyes dah merah sgt, so me layan lah ke blogspot!!! Aisehh… U know, I really need to get me a cermin mata pronto!! My glaring semakin teruk, driving gets harder, n cepat mata merah. I guess I tak rehat mata the right way secukupnya sgt these days… tgh pikir bila nak pegi ricky beli nya ni… later lah, tis week, me post me new look! Harap adorable… since now tak adorable mana, maybe later with glasses adalah tercuit sedikit cutenya!!! Wahahaha… bengongss, mende arr! Aiyo, again, lari tajuk lagi.. lain kali mmg betullah kata wise one, kena letak … TANPA TAJUK… baru takde terikat dgn storyline n sense of direction!! Betul nggak? Ok, ok cut the chase... So again.. lunch tadi diorg again as usual sembang bola, n F1. Me didn’t watched the last race, bt I heard that Button won… Schumi didn’t perform yet! So a little bummer knowing the final race standings… And as for football match, I only wait for THE WORLD CUP! I know, hardly for Italy to win title again for this season… and the players’ semua mostly dah veteran… eh kejap, Batistuta, ada lagi tak? But anyhow, always n forever my heart is with Italia… Forza! Forza! Forza! Ain’t gonna stopped cheering for them… Last WC, me jerit sekuat hati at that final match hour, when they won at Penalty! Giler, rezeki di dunia for the al-kafiruun, cos Italy as we all know is greatly known for holding JINX at any Penalty time.. but they did it that last time around, n they bring home the WC title, n so hopefully they will done it again tis year, may the force of great Italian players be with them!

Alesmaks… tersasar lagi, cett! Alahh… apekata, abaikanlah ajelah my story, penatlah pulak.. wanna sleep ler… ahahahahahahahaha…, kidding... fine, how bout it, kite settle ni kongsi citer ni, pastu post, pastu baru titon.. amacam.. done deal? Ok GEWD!, ....actually this is how my story goes.... situasi makcik kt kedai makan One World dgn Ramzul, masa time nk byr lunch tadi..., yg berbeza dari hari2 kami sebelumnya. Bila saja ramzul tgh nak bayar for his Nasi Goreng Ayam… makcik tu all of the sudden direct tanya to Ramzul ..dgn suaranya yg besar memecah suasana senyap tenang ketika tu..., dgn tanpa mendongak ke muka Ramzul, sedang hanya khusyuk menekan calculator dier,

lantas makcik tu pun melontarkan kata....

‘Ada Telur…?’

...terkelu sekejap Ramzul, kemudian br teragak2 menjawab…

‘Takde Telur!’...., (silent a sec)…. ‘Nasi Goreng Ayam dgn Teh Ais’….

Makcik membalas lagi…

‘Takde Telur??’…

Lalu, Ramzul dgn sopan segansilunya terpaksa juga menjawab,

‘Takde Telur’!!

dan akhirnya....

‘5ringgit 40sen’ kata makcik

Ahahahahaha... phew, apa terjadi tadi, semua dgr! kiteorg semua yg kt belakang dia, dah mula nk mengekek gelak.. Awkward moment sehh! Sekejap aje, but terasa lamas, as in slow mode run rasanya, very awkward n funny indeed!! Esp Kamarul arr…hampeh gelak besar n mengacau balik Ramzul… ‘ko takde Telur? Kesian ko! Mcmana ko boleh ada 2 anak?’… ahahaha… Me senyum ajer…x masuk campur! Ramzul pun nk tergelak jgk tapi i know sabor ajerlah…, cos dia yg spontaneous menjawab mcm tu kt makcik …n Ramzul ni pulak mmg jenis yg baik orangnyer… nakal2 gak tapi very baik… tp kan, me mmg tergamam tgk makcik, saden je makcik tu tanya again n again, apa ke kaitannya nasi goreng ayam dgn telur? Ke makcik kusut, sampai tak dpt process apa order sebenar si Ramzul td? Uhuhu...

Pastu the guys yg lain, semua bgtau what they have ordered terang2 kat makcik, kasi clear… time Roslee aje, dia buat nakal… but actually mmg dia order Nasi goreng kg. dgn telur dadar pun.. so dia ckp ‘makcik saya Ada Telur!!!’ Mende arr diaorg ni.. mengadaaa (kata org iban)!! tapi tabik arr makcik, cool ajer! Tp, kiterorg dah buat konklusi that rasanya hari2 ramai yg dtg mkn order food dgn telur goreng or dadar or se-species dgnnya, tapi endup tak byr kot? Buat2 lupa... Maybe... n bila makcik check stock kat dapur ari2, telur asyik habis ajer... tu yg sedey! Manekata.. tianlah makcik, telur ayam dan bisnes kedainya!!! Pengajarannya, korang wei, ingatlah... kalau order food dgn Telur, tolonglah bayar untuk telur masing2... makanan tu people!! Haram makan tak berbayor wei!! Ehehe...n untuk melupakan situasi janggal n lucu kami tadi,... dlm keta, kiterorg sasarkan plak pada Zak... cos masa time byr td, dia yg paling last... actually, tak sedar pun dia ada ngn kiterorg tadi ke tak? tapi, tgk2 dia dah pecut depan keta kiteorg... So Ramzul hampeh lah, nk mengenakan org lain plak... said that ..‘ha tgk nilah sebabnye, mamat baru tu lagi lah..., makan tak berbayor… terus lari…’. Kamarul lak nk nyebok gak... kata ‘Ey, apsal dia bwk keta lagi laju dari aku? Ni tak leh jadi ni?’. Ahahaa.. apedaa.. takde kenamengena langsung!...Ape2pun.. saya tak masuk campur... kang terfitnah org lak... maybe Zakhiri tu, style dia laju ajer, ada mcm pelesit!!! Ape2pun, esok diorg nk berdepan dgn makcik time bayar, saying that… ‘Makcik, saya ada telur, tapi saya tak makan telur...’ Aiyo, parah... mashallah!!... (Actually dah diedit sikit script diorg nie.., ada lagi sebenarnya, macam2 lah… tak sudah!! Eheehe)...  Anyhow, itujelah kot my story, kejadian tgh aku tadi... hilang stress sekejap... later kt office, kami direct ke zone smoking jap... n we all naik terus pulun kerja! N semua kembali menjadi zombie kerja!!! ‘Aaa So’, bak kata the Germans… J kiter tgk lak esok, what’s in store for us at lunch!!! ‘Ada telur ke takde telur lagi..?’ 

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 Thoughts of the day…

Well wut was written is my today; Wanna know wut say me now?...

‘…Strings of happy moments do exists, and somehow in many different faces…close at heart family, true friendship, brotherhood, sisterhood and so forth… am just hoping that once more a bigger picture, larger than life of relationship will be sweeping me off my feet soon enough…!!’ And.. to lady Ath3, yeah the first cut is deepest, once a while it breaks me down, damn dj… love tht song to death tho’… but, I know deep in my heart, I have more love to give… and so… introducekan lah nice lads to me… Am in it… cos truthfully, at tis point, I do not know where n how to begin…?’ ahaks! Luvluv! Ciao! 

 

Salam Birthday Queen of My Heart!!

March 20,

Dear beloved mother, happy sweet 17th Birthday!!! Yeay!!
last year ma, was YOUR 16th rite?? hehe.. :)
Am sorry for lately, the downess  happening in me life. Apology for how things are! 
Am strong ma, I promise you to fight for only the life of being better til end..
And honestly to God, u're my most inspiration... love you to death!
AND THANK YOU FOR BEING THE MOST BEAUTIFUL YOU! 


next,

March 19,

Whoops! My bad, sorry dear fwen,

Thank God me check me blog today... Terkujat I, tgk ur new blog posting!! damn... I guess i am totally super busy... 

didn't meant to forget it dearie, 1st year ever kan i lupa? tis year masih nk MU's gift ker? hello?? :P 

hurm, but u kena swap present dgn I ok? u hutang me as well!!! anyhow, sebelum u marah or not? am apologizing again... Happy Birthday dearie Mike... En. Mokhriz Aziz, Photographer terhebat, Selamat Hari Lahir, moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki!

take care babe, 

xoxo!!

Me Got Served!!! ahaks :)

Aduhhhh tulun, terasa sengal2 my whole body! Nk gerak pun ala2 slowmo jer.. knew tis is bound to happen after lastnite, since me hv stop playin badminton for almost two years now!! n with a sudden comeback to the game, and summore fighting against hustlers and smackers, mmglah damn painful otot2ku at tis very moment... :p but it's alrite, had a good game indeed, as matter of fact, ni pun baru my first game rite? next week onwards, slowly mo man tai lor!!! (hopefully) ehehee...

anyhow, last week, i wanted so badly to join the guys at their badminton session, but unfortunately I couldn't make it! And sumhow, last wed lak, pun sama, dah kena pujuk dah by them to join that very evening, but I wasn't prepared, didn't bring ma shoes n no proper attires, and most definitely tht dat i was too tired with workloads pun, so again for that i have to take a rain-check!! So.. yesterday, awal2 pg lagi dah Kamarul our head of engineer sound at me kuat2.. hampeh tul, yelled out ' erwina, ko pegi tak ptg ni!!! ', terpaksa me kuar bilik and said ' tak mau, tak mau, tak mau!'.. i was just playin actually... so he then replied 'ko jgn main2, aku sepak kau karang'... ahahahaha... hampeh rite...? so apa lagi? me pun sound back 'yerlah... GUA PEGILAH!!!'

From that tone that he speaks, surely ya'll boleh agak, what kind of personality Kamarul is rite? hurmm.. familiar to sumone i know.. most definitely... similar yes, but big differencenya... He's a n engineer lah of course!! Mmg serious at work, as the head of engineers, very wise and well informed, senang bwk bincang in work wise, suka buat lawak at times, and sgt suka kacau orang!! He owns a bike, Suzuki Hayabusa 1000cc, beautiful, me love it, silver colour, humongous man... He would only let me ride that bike of his, if am riding at the back with him.. !So takpelar, lain kali ajerlah... lgpun me risau ajer moto tu jatuh hempap wa, kang nagis tak berlagu lak? sakitnye n siapa pulak nk membayar nye kang? umangai... 

Because of his crazy bising.. so yesterday, afterwork, we all pun shoot together to a new court reserved kt area damansara perdana... court yg kat kepong tu fully booked for Fridays, so we have changed to this new place instead... quite alrite, tenang, kecik ajer, but for me best ajer... cuma the guys complaint  lantai tu terlampau licin... hurm, tahle, me n my shoes yg diorg kutuk2 as kasut Boxing tu... steady ajer? alah.. truthfully, diorg tu yg suka slide lebey2 especially Zan... Alrite, talking bout Zan, he's a newbee also, join the company same date as me... but for me lastnite he's the man... ahahha, wanna know why, cos of his skills and actions je lebey, tapi mostly termissed gak services yg coming at him! :) lawak tul... slide sana, slide sini... pastu kejang otot!! huhu, tulah skinny sgt, same o dgn Ramzul, another skinny! We called him the 'Living Dead', an engineer yang terlampau byk keje, 1st assistant to Kamarul! which mmg bagus wat keje, sampai hari2 berapa kali dier buat coffee tah... Me had advise him previously, that dier kena change to tea, cos as ya'll know, wa lagilah kan? a coffee addict, and i used to think that, coffee shall helps shaken up ma brain while have to stay up or working/designing non stop, but actually, it doesn't work at most time... instead it gave me head ache more n more each day.. so i changed to Tea O, less sugar... n walla... mmg berkesan, pagi je, not so sleepy at all.. then after lunch barulah, me make me self a coffee or milo!!! :)

anyhow, who elses on board lastnite ek? oh ya, Aaron came, which he is mmg number 1 fan of this game pun, so i've been told!! he n kamarul, mmg tahi badminton! Aaron as well an engineer, very cute indeed, ahahaha!! Then we have Zai, who is also an engineer responsible for assembling and servicing, ohya, zai sakit kaki after that, ahaha! balik awal.. boohoo!!... hurm, who else? ohh ya, Jagarao, the technical guy cum driver cum everything ehehehe, was there even.. emm him, aaron, kamarul and zai.. mmg hebat... These guys giler smash!!! was fun watching their games!! and lastly, at later hours, miss lau, our hr lady, came n join the game!! sweet ajer dia main...

FYI, me had 5 set of game yesterday.. Team up with Kamarul thrice and won, defeated zan and ramzul, defeated aaron and jagarao, and another game, a group next court ajak lawan with them, they need a mix team... Ms tu me shout out lar; 'of course lah me yg kena main ni kan? did ya'll see any other girl over here...?' cett... berdebar actually, tu yg bising... but thank god.. we won!!! yay yay!!! :)

Another two game of mine lak, i lost, one game was teaming up with ramzul, and my last was with kamarul again... but kalah sipi ajer... one was 19/21 and another ws 23/23... and by that time, me dh penat sgt, cos yerlah, without stretching out at the very beginning and for lama dh me tak pegang racquet... my hand dah lenguh sgt.. so my swing n smashing dah makin slow!!! n then kan... me suka pukul bola tinggi!!! macamana ek? nk control???? hurm... 

Apepun me sempat snap few photos, malangnyer have to use my cam phone... cos them tak pernah terfikir nk bwk, pastu suka lak tgk my pic... so next diaorg nk propose pinjam slr cam so that we could snap funny and smashing moments!! pelik, y all these while tak pernah buat cam tuh? haih! actually, camera and video is under my department.. but sayangnyer, my senior colleague.. hurm she's a bit grumpy n emo sket... so takut nak pinjam!!! grr... wahahaha!! takpelah, kiter cuba dulu propose tanya for net week, aite guys!!! :)

hurm, oklah wanna end tis carp, cos i wanna do a small translation for an artist fren!! :) ahaks!! banjer makan ok? n then wanna straight sambung website... ok, kita allocate masa kerja lewat tonite till subuh... then tido? amacam.. sounds like a gud plan for me!!! ohya, btw, a bit sad smlm cos Roslee tak turun, he took a halfday at work yesterday... i did saw him a bit down in the morning, and from wht i was told, byk parts to assemble tak sampai lagi, so him and the team kena marah... he handles that... i guess that's the reason dia upset kut.., but me malas nk tegur, just bila dia tegur where was i going that very morning with bags of camera and video.. i only answered 'NAK GI SHOPPING KAT BELAKANG' and tht me saw a slight smile from him.. hurm itu last i saw him dat day!! Anyhow, i was so busy at lab, for video shoot trials, so tak tahu that he went back after friday prayer!!... but u know, selalunyalah, dia akan ceriakan my day.. he always smiles at my way... ngeeee .. sweet! (perasan huh?) and kadang2 selalu naik atas, discussed with the engineers near my window. Bila paling ajer, saw him.. and apa lagi, smile lagi lor? ahahahaha!! bongoksnyesss.... oklah, itu sajer selingan cerita suka2 di office! kdg2 kena ada a little good distraction at work when have to deal with Major stress and stacked up workloads! anyhow, yet again... signing off from me now! gotta go ... see ya when i see ya peeps!!! selamat buat semua...

Dengan tenang, Nukilan bisu aku...

SETIAP KITA DICIPTAKAN UNTUK ORANG LAIN..

Setelah berusaha, seringkali terlupa, tentang tawakal. Sebab itulah hati mudah kembali resah... 

Teringat aku pd pesanan text mama di awal pagi tadi, 'Bangun adik, solat subuh...' 

tersenyum aku, sedang itu aku baru selesai dengan ibadahku..

Terdengar kembali juga malam ini, pesan mama suatu saat dulu, 'Jangan lagi menangis teresak-esak dan bertanyakan kembali pada ilahi mengapa musibah itu menimpa diri... kerna setiap saat kita bertemu dengan Allah, dalam setiap solat dan setiap lafaz doa kita, redholah bahawa Allah itu maha besar, Dia lebih mengetahui. Setiap ujian yang diturunkan pada hambaNya, hadir untuk menduga keimanan, keta'waan umatnya dan haruslah kita syukuri, masih ada peluang dan masa, untuk kita usaha membimbing diri kembali ke sisiNya dan keredhoanNya.

Malam ini, hati kecil aku tak termampu menahan sebaknya... semangat dan ketabahan yang kuusahakan sekian ini, terasa pudar, sekelip mata, hanya kerana sekejap saat masa aku menoleh kebelakang, membuka hati kepada undangan suatu persahabatan... namun pengajaran yg hakiki, terluka aku kembali.

Walau kesedihan ini datang tidak diduga, untuk sekian kali, tidak akn ku bertanyakan kembali padamu ya Allah.., Mengapa lalunya hari ini... hanya nukilan bisu diri, maafkan aku mencuba Ya Allah! ...dalam doa sujudku tadi, aku telah berserah tawakal padamu, Insyaallah, di hari esok akan kau turunkan kekuatan baru sekali lagi buat diriku, dan tidak juga ku memohon agar kau menghapuskan ingatan terakhir ini Ya Allah, sesungguhnya kau lebih memahami tersirat di hati ini, di setiap hadir namanya disamping nama2 besar lain dlm hidupku, di setiap pertemuan ku dgn Mu...

Akan ku usaha pegang lebih kuat pesanan ibuku, 

dan kata-kata Baginda Rasul yg telah dikisahkan di zaman rasulullah; 

'Bukankah kamu telah bersolat tadi?...  

Dan kebaikan itu akan menghapuskan segala kejahatan yang berlaku.' 

(memetik dari Blog Tanyalah Ustaz, TV9)

aku, 

2:30am 

p/s - mlm ini my animation rehat seketika, but yes am still up... lagipun me eyes dah nmpk tired sgt dh says my concern colleagues.. byk betul lawatan to my room today... :) emm, ini baru 2 days masuk kerja continue pulun render balik.., dah ponet! One lady show mmg tough lah... but takpe pelan2, kalau rezeki saya, saya akan present yang terbaik.... 

Just to share... ya ampun, mmg susah jadi animator n web developer at d same time, as well as videographer n photographer for Lab trials! Esp bab being an animator... all together, kena consider many important things, as such Video Codec/compression lah, suitable player n plugins for all platform and highend projection lah, n sumore caring for the bit rate lah.., pheww... amazing how do i slowly know all these things now kan? ahaks, wut else, google up lor, menuntut ilmu never dies... n mst importantly to have keep track with vast amount of latest technology... 

Giler, u know how much space left in my home pc? ...689MB only!! adoy, sedih ajer, sampai nk download kembali YM pun tak lepas, but tah mcmana ada rezeki pulak semalam, dpt saya YM balik kt pc. anyhow, x penting pun.. so in addition to my problem, i have to  bertindak pantaslah finding me a solution... 

Alhamdulillah, now dah on the right track dah... but my pc kt umah, masih sesak nafas, masih lg tersimpan harta2 design semua... Altho' syukur jugalah kerana my HR approved my purchasing of the Adobe CS4 Master Collections. Gulp! mula2, cos for me alone cost up to RM10K, nice price indeed... but normallah, berbaloi... lgpun, saya buat seorang maa..!! :) Anyhow, It is really amazing n does help making my working life much easier!! 

....So, hurm apa cerita tadi? owh... Say..., if i tak buat kerja tonite, so then y on earth am I still up? selain having sad issues @ heart? Actually since after isya' td, my eyes dah too tired, cdgan kerajaan nk dozed off terus dah, but truth is, penatnyer mlm ni berjaga cos of my last minute act of tryna booked me a flight ticket that i needed and wish for ASAP.. sedihnye juge takde rezeki malam ni, even in-direct flight pn Unavailable! n my internet line dropped at most time..  adoiyai, sabar erwina... 

Alrighty, times up... kang terhuyung hayang lak lewat bgn subuh n gettin ready for work!!! Am signing off after this posting! Goodnite... Salam. ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzZZZZzzzzzz...

terakhir kali..., guna hati, akal dan fikiranmu...

Me and Charity! new me perhaps?

Hurm....Even I myself couldn't believe what i could be doing lately... could you believe it? my life has changes most drastically, ever since... you know...... yeah yeah lupakan...! yes now, i love to write it all down, i think sincerely just to share and for myself to remember i guess...

Today early morning, I' ve been accompanying my sista for her last few check ups... her baby is now 2 kilos... yea.. meaning... ehem.. ehem... everyotha fat kak  mana pegi? wahahahaha! gelak jahat guling-guling... anyhow, ampun maaf kache, mengata depan2 takpe rite?... she still pretty cute and sexy to me tho'! uhuhu... but one thing for sure, guess who paling peramah with the kids at the hospital? me lah wei... sweet me... i know surely I'll be a great mother indeed kan?.. but now it is not about me owtey? Wanna know guys, tadi, terkedu sekejap, was so happy dgr baby punye heartbeat.,... whuish... sebak tol lah! I love ya lil' baby boy... tapi bila nk scan 4d again td , dia bagi buntut  n dia nye 'tuut' kat mamy chik dia lak? alahai... babab kang? tang mamy chik je, dpt buntut ek n your cuckoo ek, mcm tau2 je ek? ehehehe....:) notty notty

soon after settled semua at the hospital, we all went straight to Jusco, me wanted so much nk tgk Alice In Wonderland! 2 years man aku tunggu tis movie, dari dlm thesis Tim Burton wa lagi i dh sebut bout this movie... finally, dpt ticket @11.40pm tonite... yeah... mlm kang kuar balik lor... tak sabarnyer...:)

happy dh dpt ticket, eventho' atually dah janji nk kuar with Mike to watch tis movie... but nak wat camne? awak faham, sy juge faham Mike, awak busy sgt kan? Altho' sory again ye? cos when u called ptg kelmarin, i was a little sad! x tahu nk ckp apa? n jadi upset kat u pulak! whopps! sorry... i really miss u too babe!!! ok? jgn marah dah please? u take care... ada rezeki kita keluar alrite TTM?? :) n to mya, sowy gak cos tak jadi kuar with u also... ehehehe! mati, aku kena belasah balik kl ni kang! :)

n so ok where was i again just now? ohya, so i dh dapat my ticket, happy sgt lah... before leaving Jusco, me saw an exhibition down stairs.. for me It's once again observance of another 'day'. In addition to the campaign, it is set exclusively for women... and charity,... how we could help change life... When i was there, at the counter, a guy was asking are you phillipinos? but in a good way he said... cause am fluent in English and cute... wahahahahah!!! cool... (Shut up kakak) And so smilingly me said, no am Malaysian.. but thank you so very much! huhuuuuuuuuuuu....

and another appraisal was given to me when i visited the Aids Staying Alive  foundation table... it must have slipped our minds but, u know there's millions of kids been affected by HIV/Aids, and babies.. small babies up to 4 months old... sedih huh? i guess nobody visited this foundation... hurm, maybe not ramai yg open up to sanggup volunteer becoming a member to help or actually befriended with these kids... not just kids, there's mother's and young teenagers like I am... ahahaha me teenagers kunun... cettt!!! boleh lah kan?  masih comel dan aktif? anyhow... so i signed up... the two guys were happy they said, n  thanked me for joining... I said, 'me thanked you...'  i was thinking of visiting them when i have the time later sumtimes in raya time/ nxt break... will definitely just give them a tinkle... tak susah n tak jauh pun... n then apa lagi today ye? ohya, me tak sempat tgk syndrome down foundation, but me also signed the woman's board! ha, leganya dada... menjadi free spirited with a good cause mcm ini... Not to say am good, but am most definitely heading to that direction... so kawan2 ada masa, kita join lah these kind of charity... lega hati sebenarnya... Tp lisa, mya, nick... Activity FF kiter penting dan harus diteruskan dahulu... wahahahhaahahahaha! gelak jahat lagi... n summore... guling2 lagi...

anyhow... as usual ini adalah selingan sedikit picas untuk semua..  tp ni  activity charity, kalau ambik gmbr lebih2 takdemaknanye lah kan? cett korang ni apalah? maaf gambar buroq...again, tak leh edit... cos sini tarak software kesayangan aku...:) take care dowh.. nk sambung chat ngn mya.. uhuuuuu...salam

family love @ station 21, bangsar

Salam, hurm...rasanya baru lastnite am in Bangsar spending dinner together with my beloved family, Now dah kat Ipoh dah... Syukur, happy rasanya... as you all know, spending time with this close family of mine, is the only feelings that could make me smile again lately. I miss them so much, terasa sgtt now dah pisah balik... and i tak sabar rasanya nk dapat anak saudara,,,  2 pulak tu... at the same month pulak tu... Insyallah... tapi yg paling penting, my sist nye baby boy to be lah... moga selamat Adam lahir ke dunia... am gonna love him , and pamper him, and spoil him.. make him the best bratt ever that loves me, MAMY CHIK dier.,.. ehehehe, n most importantly, kena ganas, notty, cute and nice macam mamy chik dier gak? only ambik muka gorgeous n baik hati mcm Abi dier (Iqram) but jgn ambik  sgt suka bergaya mcm abi ok?... ehehe, But most importantly, kena amal soleh mcm Gmama... n loving, caring, ruggart, understanding mcm Mommy dier nanti and hardworking, baik hati, supportive, and sensitive  macam Ayah dier.

Anyhow, lastnite we were celebrating bday GMama, early bday celebration (march20th) for my mama, actually semua anak yg ada lastnite, semua panggil my mama, Mama, Syukur kan ma dapat anak ramai n loving kan ma? patutlah tetek mama beshar! ahahaha... :)

Pastu as to those who dont know... yes erwina almost terjunam lagi... haish... maaf yea menakutkan semua, saya juga takut shaking turun kereta masa itu depan police..., saya mengaku saya laju, tapi bukan salah saya sebenarnye... itu penting ok?... Erwina di overtake from left dari dekat n laju... terkejut, lalu terspin kereta before hydroplane  tp alhamdulillah sempat revert back to the right course sebelum melompat divider menuju gaung... tyre screeching teruk... berasap... later today, mama check, tyre dh pecah rupenyer... tak perasan...apepun... syukur ke hadrat ilahi... Malaikat jaga rasanya... HUKM diagnosed in pain for having hentakan... u know wut, dlm fikiran hanya, ya allah, berkecai aku ni n berapa byk nk byr damaged ni... hurm.. astargfirullah..sepatutnya mengucap dan redho kan? so, tak reti.. masih perlu usaha taubat lagi...Insyallah,Saya masih ingat dan akan sentiasa ingat diri.

Ohya, jadi atas kejadian itu, lastnite saya dimarahi lah... cos semua risau, mama n kakak terus sampai dtg kl, kudiah n abg k-roll risau sampai dah laju nk singgah HUKM... Iqram hanya senyum...me smile back lor!!!! wut to do...? actually, lebih baik bro marah, dari diam senyum... itu lagi wa takut sebenornyer...

And lantas saya pun bertubi cuba buat lawak n layan gelak, kasi diaorg lupa kejadian unfortunate i.. alhamdulillah...pastu topic bertukar to my sista and Kuds, for the two best fren yang lahir hari & tahun sama, yg sekolah sama, bestfren since kecik, will be having a baby in the same year and most importantly dgn keizinian tuhan will also be having their baby boy on the same month,,, ehehehe? sweet kan? haaa.. so on and on,.. stories is about them... and kawan childhood kami... yg hancuss... tpi kejap2 je seling kami yg right hand corner yg x sudah2 x jumpa jodoh... wahahahaa... who elso..Iqram and me ahh.. so kiterorg dok corner berdua... Iqram dah panas telinga, but he's happy sebenarnyer nk dapatanak saudara from my sist n kudiah... me lagilah happy. right?..  Iqram wanna to have anak angkat? see, me pun sama... i wanna to have anak angkat... takpe maybe hidup sorang... yg pasti si kecil ini pasti menghargai ME!

aite... me tired, and still unwell rasanya, drive to Ipoh tadi pun agak tak larat2.. so i stopped at Tapah, jarang me like that,,, kancil i tinggal kat Duta, ahad ni balik naik bus... mama tak bagi drive back alone... and so... rehat sebentar di ipoh ya?!!!!

ohya lastnite, gelap gulita,,, n me plak sibuk doin something else, which tahlah,,, only god knows why! so i agak kurang focus... n gambr yg ada ni agak gelap sowy, cos my sista's cam was outta batt lak.. hv to use Camphone... ohya, wanna gossip... Iq's BB kena barred lagi... ahahahaha... mengong cos his pin code resetting was performed up to 9/10! times!!! ahahaha.... stoopid rite? shhhh! sentiasa tak ingat password, pastu tanya wa balik ni account mana? ahahahah...dun tell him please.. mampuih gue. love ya much Iq... n so....me have to chow now.. enjoy this gelap picas...salam...

Checka checka Mic 0 1 2...

Just When Ur Body 

Temperature Is Rising...

Pt.II




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definitely just for laughs! 

video sekadar hiburan selingan, 
for me to hilangkan stresso while editing!

is it the meds?

Hey'all, guess wut? I finally went 2 d doctor.. after two weeks n a half holding flu n cough! Buat x endah, layan keje like normal.. Finally, today i lembik. Ambik kau, 6 different meds ws given by d nurse, 2 tablets each, x 4times a day! Actually, To be exact kan? e'time my sista who's a pregger nw, e'time she's down wit fever or anything, i'll be having double the sickness exactly! Yikes!! ...anyhw, bosan x keje tday, n i dpt 2days mc lak tu, ..ws thinkin of goin 2 wrk gk tomoro, bt dunno lah.. itu cerita esok... siapa tahu? Today, here n now, is it caused of meds? My feelings,... I felt a little mellow.. Watchin idols td, at first ws blown away when casey's takes off, strumming d electric guitar, n then when john legends 'Everybody Knows' ws prformed, me started getting a little dwn.. N finally later when Lee prformed my fav frm Hinder - Lips of an Angel, tears running out frm me eyes.. damn man! feels so sad! Lama dah tis sad feeling x dtg n visit me! Hurm.. tht's y definitely, i blame the meds!! ;) Ciao. Layan Glee better!