smoke gets in my eyes.. pedihnye!

only luahan hati~ L-O-S-E-R when it comes to Love! YUP YUP, that's me!

Am not crying, Nope am not..!

Habuk masuk mata kowt... Maybe? am just tired...

I hate Facebook, sumtimes! or maybe, news flash of others, or tgk photos of a mere stranger! yikes, hachik, hacik, hacik, hahahaha.. dats y i warned myself "jgn pandang bai, jgn pandang..." anyhow.. that's my life..sudah terpandang, and sedih! siot!!! hey, who said am sad, am not rite?? penat je.. it's alrite, aku pun nak fly here and there dah, hopefully..., it will take my mind awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, far awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! tolonglah... make me a new person completely, to be better, inside out!!!!! yes, insyaallah.. alang2 lebih baik aku terbang tak balik2 dah, hihi..kalau dpt mati syahid di negeri org ok gak kowt,.. (ha, bila kata2 begini i dh typed on, meaningnye Erwina mmg sedih) ... astargfirulahazim... oh ya, talking about fly, hurm, agak gusar hati tgk news lately, ada saje bombard activities kt Pakistan ni.. agak kecut lutut juga lately. tp setahu aku, lahore is a city of Fashion.. shud be ok rite?.. New Zealand lak, as long as jgn jejak air sudahlah.. cos byk SHARKSSSSSSSSS.. huhu! my fav animal yg scares me to shit!

Anyhow, wut else to catit here... beside the sadness tht am trying to hide..? finally self-ngaku! ahaha... i think i need my caramel coffee lah.. rindu lak, San Francisco coffee satu.. dulu i slalu buy for Two? damn it... nw for ONE pun susah!!!!!!!! shoot.. 

Ohya, another thing, cik mimie called my cell baru kejap tadi, i dah kat rumah dah... and now.. again today Mimie hate me lagi, choykan I kt phone lg cos i tak mo join jumpa ptg ni... am sorry dear!!!, bukan tak mo, u guys go aheadlah have fun kat Gudang, surely best!!!! but myself, seganlah nk jumpa saudara Hamir... i have nothing else to share with him lately.. :). Zero knowledge of Art... kang dia bosan, since ilmu and info tentang Art I dah berkurangan kowt!!!...kang i dok bodo main kura2 dia jer.. ada lagi ke ek?? ehehehe...anyhow mimie, how's the event earlier today? menarik???? i think sgt menarik kan???? good for all the people there..

Wow, guessed what? dah hujan dah kt luar, just like what i'm feeling inside kan? G -R -E -A- T! 

Kalau hati sedih ni selain solat, kita leh wat ape yek bila dirumah? ... chapter #2, model kecil i ler, apa lagi yg bisa??. since Kami  dah potong rambut Hero Malaya kenit kami tadi..y not ey? a photo or two?

So, erwina pun layan snap away... ceria sikit gakla tgk my chenta hati...nw pun nk senja dah, rehat jap, tido, and wake tomorrow dah a new day...

It's ok it's alright, esok kerja, i'll be fine, keje bertimbun atas meja untuk dilayan, exhibition lak byk lg nk organise, !!!! Visa pun tak buat lagi nih, tuesday lah ke KL... 

aite for nw... ciao!! layan si abg botak head!!!!

My Lab Rat , me smallest top model - the best

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Salam,

Hurm, supposedly me wanna do some outing doing outdoor photoshoot today. So that I could present them photos tomorrow at photography class...I mmg dah nekad dah petang semalam, cos i heard there's a Buka Jalan event happening in town, ain't it? kalau nk maklumat lanjut sila hubungi cik Intan.. ahaha.. :) so I thought, y not ey? i pun ada hari ni je hari last for me to relaxkan diri, plus it definitely be just lotsa great shots can be taken there, at least I could play practice my new skills sumwhere sumhow.. but i guess, that was only my plan ptg semalam. Asked mak buyung Liza earlier, nk ikut tak?? she terang2 ckp Tak Nak.. ahahaha.. esp cos dia almost nk meletop and depa nk balik rembau... Tanya cik mimie lak, mau itot ke? mak aih kena maki lak, huhu, cos she actually ada xhibition juga malam ni! kelam sikit lah dia... "sekali lagi kena maki ngn cik mimie cos, as usual me tak dpt dtg kowt tonite, and Cik Mimie@adele@ikut suka lu lah babe,  truthfully, sejujurnya... I have asked my MD personally before, masa u mintak sedikit sumbangan for Indonesia, I've tried before mie. He just not interested, walaupun duit mmg kepeng2, and there's this one time he received in the mail an art catalogue from mana tah, guessed who he calls to his room next? "ME", gua kena panggil masuk bilik, cos dia pass that book to me.. of course lah me happy.. tapi ayat dia "Erwina, this is pure Art, not for me... HERE you take it...All pretty things" ... and without arguing a tiny bit with him, as i always do... me pun blah aje..So mimie, trust me hun, he ain't interested at all.. am so sorry..still love ya babe.

Anyhow, tis morning waking up, terasa nk pergi, tp after I did my exercise a while...pastu penat.. rehat lak nunton tv sikijam.. dah tu plak..tertengok satu scene yg menarik...terus me pick up me camera, and start snapping my most fav model in the world...MuQaddam... ehehehe.. adam dgn baju London Orange dia.. ps: tis baju is a baju tido for a baby boy that he's wearing ok, walaupun a little sexy.. huhu.. anyhow's now pun dh petang, layan relax dirumah pun bagus juga.. esoklah, full activity photoshoot..

How's my Lab Rat..? Ain't he an angel Top Model!!! Tapi, at the end of our photo session, time pic atas ni.. ha, dia tgh wat hal... adam start beyyak!!! eww.. :p

Farewell Roslee - Penentuan Geng Sayur!

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Until now, masih musykil, yg mana geng sayur nih? Aite, so long, farewell Roslee, finally today, last day for him, setelah dipanggil masuk kembali menyiapkan kerja for extra 3 days.. akhirnya, dia akan cau ptg ni!!! til we meet again bro... aite, as for me... erwina pulang awal lah today... penat sgt2, mau rehat, kemas2 bag jom, salam all!!!! gtg!!!!

Ps: abang yea? hurm.. oklah.. Jgn risau, gue tahu kok, beza antara kita!! kalau, ada rezeki  dr ilahi, saya ambil er6n juga, atau yg ini

 

vroom vroom... wahh, am in love!

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Just before the event semalam, d evening dat hunny bunny Zan, akan membawa pulang his new Kawasaki. hurm, so cool, fresh bau kedai!!!! :)


and pagi ini...

(abaikan the dustbin, if my trainer beside me nih, mesti dia marah with my angle, wut to do, tempat sempit ma)

hurm, so sexy lah moto awak ni... tapi mahal sgt kowt! mengamuk family i... I think me start small, but someone important to me say it is a No No pulak, don't get it.. tapi, u guys keep pushing me to take the 250 first, then and now.. siut je... mmglah korang risau me tergolek with er6n, hurm,...i pun risau gak, still, ya allah, permudahkanlah keputusan, and kalau boleh percepatkanlah rezeki... ehehehe! :)


whateva it is, sy masih memikirkan, 250 buruk sgt ke? y, awak against it?

Pssst.. sy budak baru belajar..

Salam Dearie all..,

Phew penatnye last week, packed workload/activities morning til nite, monday till sunday...

but the last two days was Awesome-Delightful... full-time class of Advanced Photography@ Nikonian Academy.

Dear God, My trainer Sir Andrew Boey..."si kenit pakai baju purple kt photos bwh ni" i have to salute u,

u're awesome man, the best the magnificent!!!!! I wish I cud become Nikonian Trip group & Nat Geo's grooup photogaphers soon! hehe.. x sabar.. teori pun lintang pukang lagi... hahaha... anyhow.. semangat jati diri harus tinggi.. ahaha...pelan2 kayuh dulu rite?

okie doks, layanlah photo2 i've shoot kat bawah ni...from the best class session ever, met Thomas (Switzerland), Win (Burma), Amen (Saudi Arabia), Shin Wei (Malaysia) and many more good people here... kenalan facebook baru.. ehehe... and the best trainer ever, Andrew, Romelle, and Wei Liang... oh oh not forgetting, the beautiful and happening models, JoJo, Nicole and George!!! :) aite peace out..

P/S: Please do not Judge, sy budak baru lulusan certificate Advanced Photography ajer... kasi can maa...

kutuk nanti ye.. sebab tu tak taruk nama lagi kt photo ni... takdak siapa nk curik pong.... hurm, lepas ni mau nickname apa ek? how bout NEAR, is it ok??

here yee... and here is my trainer with the beautiful JoJo!!! :) peace out!