Salam all, ...feels like quite a while that I've been gone kan, i mean from here,... if anyone noticed lah, shut down me blog, staying low.. for ONE gud reason; i was away just too very busy working here and there, plus minus carrying the weight of my new job responsibilities, at work my life now seem to be all packed and filled with hectic schedules. Not just tht, hari2 pecahkan otak ni triple the efforts before! Namun saya sgt bersyukur ke hadrat ilahi, alhamdulillah atas rezeki yang Allah bagi. Walaupun pada mulanya.. mashallah, tuhan shj yg tahu, tentangan colleagues lain yg tak mahu kerjasama..ya lah, saya ni dari creative department dan masih agak junior, tiba2 diberi peluang mengendalikan dua division designing dan sales coordination. Saya langkah beberapa org ke tahap ini... Bg sy, i see this as an opportunity, untuk berjaya lebih jauh, kepercayaan big big boss, and i know i must have done something right, along the way and for that i do proud of myself. Tp saya juga sedar, dgn ini maka akan ada pada awalnya, senior yg mengata, saying i wont survived, i tak layak, and many more. I also know that, susahnya nk make a stand yg saya di sini bukan untuk menunjukkan kehebatan sendiri or to show who's the boss, that is so not me...for i am plain me, Am the joker kt mana pun, but when it comes to work, i like to be the best, and i worked my ass off!!! and saya sahut cabaran ini kerna tanggungjawab yg diberikan, untuk gear up the team, work hard untuk hapuskan bad log, and for us to work well and accelerate in the end. Yes, my post is direct under MD & Sales Director, and am before Manager. Wow, post tu nampaknye sedap didengar, tapi. i asked for being Jr.. for in my heart and eyes.. i see this as Byk ruang for me to make mistakes, learn by own mistakes, learn from people and byk ruang juga untuk me perform good. itu sahaja, so lately, i have to say that... Alhamdulillah juga, my stand was heard, people could see who i really am, for i didn't change a bit, am still that erwina.. bertekak dgn corporate manager lain pada mulanya, kemudian, they came to me saying, i did a good job ambil alih, and they're proud of me!.. hati aku ya allah, gembira dan bersyukur ya amat hari itu.. and now seem to be there's better room to work well togther. Altho' mmg pada awalnye, i did once or twice cry out to some hearts, ttg susahnye nk ambil hati kawan untuk bekerjasama! i yang kena buli tau... uhuhu, cos u know me lah, org tak mau buat tak pe, biar i yang buat! :P But lega, pheww bestnya... now that moment has passes me by and am here to do much better each day! talking about making things better, yikes Cik Ruby pun dah bising tu.. "Blogging is not your working sheet dear!!!" I janji nk follow up update my worksheet for meeting esok, tp tak bukak2 lagi semalam ngn hari ini.. semalam sibuk shopping hehe...today sibuk main ngn adam :)
oh ya, reason KEDUA i lay low from blogging, well, i gotta say i was kinna sedih of a cheesy remark made by my EX/close fren/whtever we are to each other bfore, i don't even know! Altho' u know me well, i always think of good of u man, but I guess U did NOt! I heard u saying things about me still being with my other ex? aiyaiyai.. ape nih? and remark ambik laki org lain pulak? tak baik tau.. mana u dgr semua ni? hurm.. am i that bad to your eyes? So dear ex's, I am not (believe it or not?), i saw u searching urself / ur name in here many times, but let me just be frank, i do miss ya, i miss ur art, U're my most fav artist dari dulu sampai sekarang, but am disappointed with your attitude lately, maybe awak dah hebat, tho' why would you say things? hurm, anyhow.. even that I cared less dah now, actually at first menggangu juge, lama lepas tu, i fikir maybe u tersalah baca sumwhere in here.., i dunno wut happened? But one thing u shud know... am here.. human, busy, but still living, better life these days, good health.. but never did i change, my heart, myself in and out is still the same.. U can always call and ask me personally? rather thn u know, berckp burok.. hurm, say things to one another to another! Alemak, kuciwa gue with u.
Tp, as usual myself, i forgive ya...disappointed but i forgive & forget! therefore ...SPREAD LOVE to ya! Akhir kata, dear Encik dari Johor, saya masih single, di sini dan despite my heartbreaking love life dulu, Syukur alhamdulillah saya happy! I think my Ex dgn family dia pun alhamdulillah tersangat happy, dan sehingga ke hari ini, walau apa yg telah terjadi... I always mendoakan them happy. Ada hikmah segalanya; mereka telah kembali bersatu bahagia sekeluarga. Syukur pada ilahi. Tentang hati or diri ini, am slowly recovering from it.. all that matters is that sy tumpang gembira that he's good and happy.! anyhow, dengan ini..., leave me alone on this chapter dear fren. Dah basi dah citer ni.. Phew!!! Peace out on this.
Alright next Chapter!
Am agak terganggu dgn citer "Anu.. dalam Botol." ALtho as promised and support, Boy.., adik dh tgk dah movie awak, tahniah dear Arja Lee, u did good! :) I enjoyed your acting.. p/s: tak sangka yang wan raja tu lak kawan kepada kawan saya now.. ehehe.. small world kan? anyhow, y i said earlier am a little terganggu.. Opps cos ternampak aurat wan raja. sebegitu rupa... nampaklah bentuk 'nonek' dia, kira berdosa tak kita yang melihat? hurm.. and also, perlu ke scene till that extend yg dipertontonkan , atas dasar nk mendidik viewer? but everything else is all good for me, no othe remarks, tahniah raja azmi and Khir rahman.
oh ya, reason KEDUA i lay low from blogging, well, i gotta say i was kinna sedih of a cheesy remark made by my EX/close fren/whtever we are to each other bfore, i don't even know! Altho' u know me well, i always think of good of u man, but I guess U did NOt! I heard u saying things about me still being with my other ex? aiyaiyai.. ape nih? and remark ambik laki org lain pulak? tak baik tau.. mana u dgr semua ni? hurm.. am i that bad to your eyes? So dear ex's, I am not (believe it or not?), i saw u searching urself / ur name in here many times, but let me just be frank, i do miss ya, i miss ur art, U're my most fav artist dari dulu sampai sekarang, but am disappointed with your attitude lately, maybe awak dah hebat, tho' why would you say things? hurm, anyhow.. even that I cared less dah now, actually at first menggangu juge, lama lepas tu, i fikir maybe u tersalah baca sumwhere in here.., i dunno wut happened? But one thing u shud know... am here.. human, busy, but still living, better life these days, good health.. but never did i change, my heart, myself in and out is still the same.. U can always call and ask me personally? rather thn u know, berckp burok.. hurm, say things to one another to another! Alemak, kuciwa gue with u.
Tp, as usual myself, i forgive ya...disappointed but i forgive & forget! therefore ...SPREAD LOVE to ya! Akhir kata, dear Encik dari Johor, saya masih single, di sini dan despite my heartbreaking love life dulu, Syukur alhamdulillah saya happy! I think my Ex dgn family dia pun alhamdulillah tersangat happy, dan sehingga ke hari ini, walau apa yg telah terjadi... I always mendoakan them happy. Ada hikmah segalanya; mereka telah kembali bersatu bahagia sekeluarga. Syukur pada ilahi. Tentang hati or diri ini, am slowly recovering from it.. all that matters is that sy tumpang gembira that he's good and happy.! anyhow, dengan ini..., leave me alone on this chapter dear fren. Dah basi dah citer ni.. Phew!!! Peace out on this.
Alright next Chapter!
Am agak terganggu dgn citer "Anu.. dalam Botol." ALtho as promised and support, Boy.., adik dh tgk dah movie awak, tahniah dear Arja Lee, u did good! :) I enjoyed your acting.. p/s: tak sangka yang wan raja tu lak kawan kepada kawan saya now.. ehehe.. small world kan? anyhow, y i said earlier am a little terganggu.. Opps cos ternampak aurat wan raja. sebegitu rupa... nampaklah bentuk 'nonek' dia, kira berdosa tak kita yang melihat? hurm.. and also, perlu ke scene till that extend yg dipertontonkan , atas dasar nk mendidik viewer? but everything else is all good for me, no othe remarks, tahniah raja azmi and Khir rahman.
part yg sentuh hati i bila, watak dina talks about the matter of her heart. for she gave everything... so sad, similar feeling, "why do have to go, u make mistakes, but why do you have to go.." she then lost her heart in tht battle. next, was.. when love suddenly changes.. u didn't aspect watak akan muncul dalam diri insan yg you paling sayangi, watak bila dia benar2 ingin pergi, masa itu hati kita sgt hancur, walau tangisan mana pun, kita yang akan rebah, for dia telah lupa and in the end, all you know dia melangkah pergi dgn janjinya. and you left alone to forgive him, and in sadness you try moving on.. Wow, besar betul rupanya impak citer ni pada i.. touches me heart a bit lah.. anyhow, ini lah life, kisah sebenar kan? kita hanya manusia, dugaan hidup ini terlalu besar, allah sentiasa menduga, kesilapan dulu mungkin membuatkan kita lebih matang, lebih bahagia dan membuatkan kita menjadi insan yg lebih baik dari dulunya... cuma harap, kita harus berharap kita ini bukan tergolong dalam golongan syaitan, harap kita masih dapat diampunkan, salah kecil dan salah besar. amin. kerna "Salah yang paling sukar diampunkan, adalah salah di antara manusia."
So all the best Anu... dalam botol! Altho' remark kawan yg lain, bosannye citer ni.. ehehe! :) sham, ko mmg hampeh. for me, i like the cinematography & arahan, love kak ogy sebenarnye! :)
aite, hurm after a while, byk betul writing in one go.. yelah because i'll be away again. Bulan 5 ada shanghai Expo.. insyaallah ke sana.. keje maish byk di office. Next week pun pack work and classes. 24/7 busy, malam mungkin ada online FB.. Social Network itu penting, mendekatkan org jauh dan dekat! lebih2 lg dgn org kejiranan afghanistan. (pakistan le maksud i, dgr kabar bulan june mereka pulak dtg malaysia., actually they have been here.!!) ehehehe.. still, Thank you for asking about me, my new post, u helped ease my stress away! did this making me feel in love again? hurm, no lah belum sampai tahap itu! berbunga-bunga adalah, adanya kawan baru.. but i do rasa, dihargai again, from a guy fren! tu yg sweet .., lgpun lama sgt dah org office i ingat i lesbian.. lesbian yg cool & hot kowt? ehehehe :)
D truth, kpd close new fren/colleagues of mine... I was never a lesbian cuma am just keeping it low, single, am still Erwina! deep down, hati ini masih sama! :(
Aite, share ngn korang my latest fav; beside Maroon 5, Paul McD, Aerosmith, Pink, The Script, Daughtry, GIGI, i hargai lagu2 Maher Zain; close to me heart now;
Allahi Allah kiya karo
Dukh na kisi ko diya karo
Jo duniya ka malik hai
Naam ussi ka liya karo.
Dukh na kisi ko diya karo
Jo duniya ka malik hai
Naam ussi ka liya karo.
Allah hee Allah…
Allahi Allah kiya karo
Dukh na kissi ko diya karo
Jo duniya ka malik hai
Naam usi ka liya karo.
Dukh na kissi ko diya karo
Jo duniya ka malik hai
Naam usi ka liya karo.
Allahi Allah…
Just like a sunrise can’t be denied
Oh, just like the river will find the sea
O Allah, You’re here and You’re always near
And I know without a doubt
That You always hear my prayer
Oh, just like the river will find the sea
O Allah, You’re here and You’re always near
And I know without a doubt
That You always hear my prayer
Such ki raah pay chala karo
Dukh na kisi ko diya karo
Jo duniya ka malik hai
Naam ussi ka liya karo.
Dukh na kisi ko diya karo
Jo duniya ka malik hai
Naam ussi ka liya karo.
Allah hee Allah..
Allah hee Allah kiya karo
Dukh naa kisi ko diya karo
Jo duniya ka malik hai
Naam usi ka liya karo.
Dukh naa kisi ko diya karo
Jo duniya ka malik hai
Naam usi ka liya karo.
Allah hi Allah
So many bright stars
Like diamonds in the sky
Oh, it makes me wonder
How anyone can be blind
To all the signs so clear
Just open your eyes
And I know without a doubt
You will surly see the light
Like diamonds in the sky
Oh, it makes me wonder
How anyone can be blind
To all the signs so clear
Just open your eyes
And I know without a doubt
You will surly see the light
Aisa zulm na kiya karo
Dukh na kisi ko diya karo
Jo duniya ka malik hai
Naam usi ka liya karo.
Dukh na kisi ko diya karo
Jo duniya ka malik hai
Naam usi ka liya karo.
Allah hee Allah
Allah he Allah kiya karo
Dukh na kisi ko diya karo
Jo duniya ka malik hai
Naam ussi ka liya karo.
Dukh na kisi ko diya karo
Jo duniya ka malik hai
Naam ussi ka liya karo.
Allah Hi Allah Kiya Karo Dukh Na Kissi Ko Diya …
