hey guys.. u know I jarang bashed people here in my blog rite? maybe ada satu dua tu cos.. wallahualam, i pun tak tau kenapa...? but, wut triggered tis posting is caused of one annoying so called friend that i have, tht seems to me, hs never changed a single bit of his attitude and personality. am not writing his name down, respecting to his entertainment music world, that he is slowly breaking into... ey bukan ke dah lama u try? y tak famous ek? ha, see my banter now...? ini tandanya erwina dh marah... u dont like bila i marah!! even i dont like bila i marah...so jgn la go over-board?
Receiving ur unexpected call today ws a delightful to me, so i thought, our lawak bodoh the very first few seconds, n 'how u miss my sound of laughter so much'...itu semua i boleh terima... tht was sweet babe. It has been many years since we've talked, tho' we're not tht close as in selalu jumpa, but u r always a fren to me... and when u told me that ur mom is unwell lately, and so u've been taking care of her n how u r a little bored and down today, I was really sorry to hear that, and so I said 'yes' to ur invitation for a drink @ starbucks.. walaupun u choose to have it at Mid Valley, which is not my fav, as i prefer OneU, Curve and Ikano better, but still wut the heck, since u call me fren, am A-OK... lagipun lg dekat dgn I.. but however, minutes after...we're still on the phone rather than bersiap to keluar, eventho' i mentioned to u clearly, that i dun wanna miss maghrib, so better kuar now (which is way petang td when tis happen), since i pun tgh rehat today from working the designs tht i brought home! berenti sekejap.... in respect to my mum, she called earlier this afternoon... cik ruby dh marah! ehehe..., anyways, so I mmg feel like ordering my fav Caramel Coffee, but then...there we are still, on the phone talking.., where u insist us jugak to watch movie afterwards... Cara baik ok at first, i clarify tht sorry am not in the mood for movies today, but I could do starbucks! :) But no way hose, u being u... which is exactly sama perangai dgn i, we want what we want... u nak jugak paksa i tgk movie... y lah, u still nak go off limit...? makes me remember who u r actually, tak ubah langsung...
naper ek? keep on paksa i, please, please, please, please... berulang kali... i've already said sorry n NO, takde mood for any movie. lagpun bukan ke it is good catching up in a much relaxed way...dah tu pulak, when i boldly said, babe am yes for drinks but no movie, u nk ke tak? then he said, u ni tak happening lah! damn...agak sakit hati aku... lantak arr! tapi, u ajak pulak instead of that, lepak ur house? cos u wanted to show me ur amazing music studio! I was saying to him... i thought u said ur mom's unwell, not good lah, kacau her rest... lain kali lah maybe...and guess wut his response is? 'owh my mom is out...' HUH? r u for real babe? bukanke she sakit? (oklah whatever, to auntie, i still wish u're feeling better wherever u are, walaupun i tak kenal auntie...)
and so, since u tetap takleh terima and nk jugak kata i balik... saying 'u ni dari dulu i ajak asyik jual mahal? now u single kan?'... in my reply... 'ahhh, so u know? u've been reading my blog? and yes am no longer with him, rocking my own boat now, xde masalah'... but then i already know wuts coming later from u, knowing u being u... i dh tahu u akan kata i byk lagi? guess what tis is wuts next? 'wina, i told u dari dulu, it'll never last, u tak nk dgr... i suh u jadi my gf u tak nak... u said u love him so much lah, bla bla bla, sibuk kerja lah...ada aje alasan u x nk keluar dgn i...'
truthfully kan, i kenal dia ni dh lama, dari dulu i rasa nk cekik je dia, sekarang pun i rasa yg sama... (People, jgn ambik tis seriously, or using this sentence against me in court!) ni ayat geram ajer... n clearlykan thats the reason y, i malas dgn him.. all these while i have never lied? pernah ke tgk erwina relax goyang kaki?? i tak pernah tipu... i mmg kuat kerja... i think liza tahu, kalau liza ingatlah... n i think liza pn tak suka dia? even as a fren, cos he always annoyed me... i put up with him dulu kdg2, cos he said he's sincere n cuma sometimes acts foolish when he's jealous!! tapi kan babe, kalau u betol sincere n u tgh baca ni... u blew it again sebenarnye, i was so ok to go out with u today!.. NOT ME, do remember this!!... n yes U R RITE, he left... katalah apa u nk kata... but apa u nak lagi? what do ya want from me babe? u want us together? change ur attitude TO THE MAX!!!! n thanked god, ur credit habis td, n i dont feel like replying... I GUESS HERE IS MY REPLY NOW!!!!!!!!!
by the way, from ur last message... 'Credit i habis. Cik Erwina, u ni mmg jual mahal dgn i... u jgn nyesal girl!!!'
'Ahh, Fish off lah you...' i dah pun received, read, n delete ur message...tahlah babe, u ni mcm budak2 sgt! i penat lah dgn kerja i, today just tak larat for movie... wrong timing agaknya...n byk keputusan sebelum ni yg i buat... mmg i menyesal sgt2, but if u want to be salah satu dlm kekesalan hidup i... silakan... be my guess!! i wish u all the best in ur future undertakings n please do wish for mine... adios amigos babe! take care!!!
