here i am, the day after...

day 1

Urm, the first few days leaving it all behind and jobless is kinna rough... my mind keeps thinking of how they'd be doing at work... exhibition coming in... but hey they're strong and brilliant... surely they'll be just fine.. calls and sms's from clients n fellow friends keeps coming in.. how do i put this.., sorry all, am not longer working there.. 

day2

Syukur dearly to god,  bangkit solat syukur aku, offers kerja terus masuk, dan mulanya  aku kembali ke bidang profession baru 14 hb Dec ini. Nampak gayanya langkah ku untuk berehat sebentar dan going backpacking terbantut seketika... cadangan awalnya mahu terbang ke Kuching celebrate my bday with Ilut, enjoying the soothing rainforest there... tp since tak berbaloi-baloi pula mahu ke sana tis christmas season, which is demm too expensive man,, bukan loket, tp, hari biasa tersngtlah murah... so postponed to January i hope. surely i'll be there... if not, maybe bulan 3/4 for preparation wedding ilut nanti. nak mampus, kalau tak putus kawan pulak...? cud u believe it? my sparing devilish partner is getting married? she knows all about me... but hey what to do, the love i had before was unreal lah pulak, unlucky me.. but anyhow, tak mau lagi Sarawakian man please... no offend ilut lisa!!! kalau  bolehlah, mintak dijauhkan.. serious aite gurlfwens, kalau mau tolong wa senyum balik, find me sumone else boleh? Adam Levine dapat tak? ehehehe...

day 3

while rest assured that InsyaAllah my life is slowly getting back on... and thumbs up from most that I left that 24/8 world of responsibilities of mine, pening pulak and berdebar jantung bila art magazine jemput ku on board, hurm, mahu lagi ke aku ke bidang itu? jauh sudut hati, ya allah mahu aku, tapi terpaksa ku tahan... dapat pula invite dari gallery yang mahu ku join kapal depa, mula february nanti? urm, maybe, buat masa ini, aku akan terus berkhidmat venturing in different field, designing for industrial company. benefits nya  pun tinggi.. family tidak memaksa keputusan apa2, but if me wanna come back in the art line nanti back in february, they wont halang... apa2pun, segalanya terserah pada ilahi... dimana ku berada, ku hanya ingin bekerja dengan tekun dan mencari rezeki halal...alhamdulillah kini dapat permulaan baru, jauh dari hasat dengki manusia. namun, kalau diri ini terpanggil kembali pada dunia seni yang ku sayangi, insyaAllah dengan kekuatan baru, ku kembali...tapi, mungkin i'd be falling in love with the new job ni... come to think of it, mak aih, esok ku terpaksa balik sekejap ke KL, cos, managing director from Germany wanted to see me... pheww.. I've got the job, is just that tomorrow is my very first company's meeting! kecut perut... takpe2 tido awal ini malam...! yeah rite? erwina? heheheh...

btw, me did go shop for a beutiful Marie Claire hills and few new pants and tops... adoiyai, kecut perut balik lah...

me actually have been so busy, siapkan preparation Reception my sista  and bro in law, Norazleen Safrina and Norman Firdaus this 5th December at Yayasan Amanah An-Nur Maisarah (Membela anak-anak yatim/miskin perak) di No.33581-B, Jalan Ipoh - Chemor, Batu 9, 31200 Chemor, Perak Darul Ridzuan. Niat recpetion di rumah anak-anak yatim ni niat mama I dari dulu lagi, she's an orphan since kid, so do me n sist, lost our dad since young age... dat's y mama always said, majlis nikah just buat kecilan di masjid dan rumah anak yatim.. sambil bersedekah dan amal jariah.. Rumah Yayasan ni ada 40 anak yatim lelaki, jadi petang tadi, selesai sudah kami membeli kain pelekat buat mereka.. Majlis makan kenduri mula selesai solat maghrib nanti, jemaah beramai-ramai dan adanya Nyanyian Nasyid dari adik-adik di sana. Jemput-jemputlah hadir nanti...kalau ada masa ya, ramai juga kawan2 mama, nak menderma towel dan baju...kak angkat ku, kak nonoy  (best fren my sist) dan makcik nak buat pulut kuning dan rendang, pergh pasti sedap... pastu nk sedekah chocolate... erm.. yummy...aku rasa sungguh tenang menyiapkan preparation ini... rasa sangat bersyukur... Maria, Lisa, Pooi, Maira turun dari KL... Majlis kecilan sahaja, tetapi sesiapa yang ada kelapangan, turunlah... hanya ingin meraikan dengan anak-anak yatim.. ada kami sediakan homestay. for free for yang  kawan2 yang kami dh booked kan ikhlas lah... ehehee! the rest, rsvp first?

p/s: iqram dinzly sebelum ini berkobar calling in nk balik, but these few days senyap aje, dia risau schedule dia menghalangm tapi aku yakin dia pasti cuba pulang... oh ya temanya BLACK + PURPLE! mama, sorang aje Black + Orange tau... ehehehee!