sudah terpindah :)

new me, new life... tata the world of sadness..bubye my bloggy b!! gona miss ya. 
hello to new New Day!
Freak Freak to the Beat!!!


xoxo,
erwina

the harder you fall, the higher you bounce

“Tidak ada sesuatu musibah yang menimpa (seseorang), kecuali dengan izin Allah; dan barang siapa beriman kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan memberi petunjuk kepada hatinya. Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu”. – at-Tagabun : 11

“(Yaitu) orang-orang yang apabila ditimpa musibah mereka berkata “Sesungguhnya kami milik Allah dan kepadaNyalah kami akan kembali”” – Innalillahi Wa inna Ilaihi Rajiun. –al-Baqarah : 156.

Diri,

Ketahuilah hakikat bahawa segalanya itu adalah ujian bagimu untuk menguji keimananmu…

“Apakah manusia mengira bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan hanya dengan mengatakan, “kami telah beriman”, dan mereka tidak diuji?” – al-Ankabut :1

Diri,

Sesungguhnya ujian itu sebenarnya dan selayaknya buatmu, hanya dikau yang mampu untuk menempuhinya, walaupun terasa berat olehmu…

“Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya” – al-Baqarah : 286.

“Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan (sesuai) dengan apa yang diberikan Allah kepadanya”- at-Talak : 7

Diri,

Apalah ertinya jikalau kau sentiasa bersedih dengan apa yang berlaku terhadapmu…

Bangunlah dikau dan terus berlari dan jangan biarkan dirimu terus lumpuh tak berdaya…

Kau adalah orang yang terkuat dan gagah yang ku temui di dalam pengembaraan ini…

“Dan janganlah kamu berasa lemah, dan jangan (pula) bersedih hati, sebab kamu paling tinggi (darjatnya), jika kamu orang yang beriman” – ali Imran : 139.

Diri,

Jikalau kau berasa kau bersendirian, ketahuilah bahawa kau tidak bersendirian…

Masih ada yang sentiasa mendengar keluh kesahmu…

Janganlah dikau takut dan bersedih hati, kerana DIA sentiasa bersamamu…

“Dan mohonlah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan sabar dan solat. Dan (solat) itu sungguh berat, kecuali bagi orang yang khusuk” – al-Baqarah : 45

Semoga ayat-ayat ini menjadikan ku seorang yang kuat dalam melangkah, biarpun seringkali jua aku tersungkur…

PUISI CINTA

Kenapa kita menutup mata ketika kita tidur ?
Kenapa kita menutup mata ketika kita menangis ?
Kenapa kita menutup mata ketika kita membayangkan sesuatu ?
Hal hal yang terindah di dunia ini biasanya tidak terlihat

Ada hal hal yang tidak ingin kita lepaskan
dan ada orang orang yang tidak ingin kita tinggalkan

Tapi ingatlah, melepaskan bukan bererti akhir dari dunia

melainkan awal dari kehidupan yang baru

Kebahagiaan ada untuk mereka yang menangis

Kebahagiaan ada untuk mereka yang telah tersakiti

Kebahagiaan ada untuk mereka yang telah mencari dan telah mencuba

Kerana merekalah yang bisa menghargai

Betapa pentingnya orang yang telah menyentuh kehidupan mereka

Cinta adalah ketika kamu menitikkan air mata, tetapi masih peduli terhadapnya

Cinta adalah ketika dia tidak mempedulikanmu, kamu masih menunggunya dengan setia

Cinta adalah ketika dia mulai mencintai orang lain dan kamu masih bisa tersenyum sambil berkata , " Aku turut berbahagia untukmu "

Apabila cintamu tidak berhasil, bebaskanlah dirimu

Biarkanlah hatimu kembali melebarkan sayapnya dan terbang ke alam bebas lagi

Ingatlah, kamu mungkin menemukan cinta dan kehilangannya. .

Tetapi saat cinta itu dimatikan, kamu tidak perlu mati bersamanya..

~Khalil Gibran~

Love is more than saying I Love You !!

Requoting from Inspiring Bits;

"In these days lots of couples are getting divorced for silly reasons. It is very easy to say I Love You, I Love You Forever, I Will be With You Forever, I Will Die For You, I Will Care For You etc., etc., Love is more than saying 'I Love You'.

Life is not a matter of Milestones. It is a moment"

Meaning of Love: Where there is trust the will be love. Never try to tested the true love, it is very hard to forget.

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Hurm.., quite an inspiring article to be written. This goes well to everyone out there who believes in love, and who are sincere in love. Who understand the hardship and real meaning of love. Also mostly to those who are dedicated in love. Definitely Not to a 'player of love'!!! Because 'they' are so not deserving love. 'They' don't know the real meaning of true love is, they can't differentiate the good and the bad, to whom they have hurt before, and they can't recognized the beautiful things they have in front of their eyes, whom that they have neglected. And very soon one day, their world will also collapsed and shattered into pieces, and only then they will realized the sorrow, and start pondering through what they have done and may have lost a lot along the way. But by that day, It is Too Too Late for them to take it all back. They could just live and let live in regrets. Don't go too far deep dear man.. please don't go there..

Salam, xoxo, erwina
When live give you a thousand reasons to cry, Show the world that...,
You have millions to smile.." :)

MODE : Here we go again... :)

:: design :: comfort :: performance ::

A
LESSON 101
Physical Prototyping Stages
- A lowbike ride, The sexy chopper
Tutor : Mr. A.Kumar (Mechanical Engineer grads from University of Liverpool.. "who I may shout out loud as, A TOTAL NUTCRACKER..LOL.. u sure talk the talk...and sometimes quite a lot! but hey we just getting started)

Lesson # 01 - Getting started. Note to self "Do it after 5pm.. (time at work is a NO NO)"
Lesson # 02 - Readthrough SolidWorks Chopper Tutorial
Lesson # 03 - Checkouts blogs
Lesson # 04 - Go wild

(this is not mine at all, but this is just the way how i loved it).

The day that changes everything… my whole spectrum of view

# Some time in sad day of LAST SEPTEMBER…

I was soon found myself judging everything from that very moment - In the love business. That one last phone call with him, it finally triggered me sense and sensibility ~ One word, “LIAR!”… Happily I was, just the day before, for it was still love for me and him, like normal people do… phrasing day by day...“catch you later tonite, muaxx muaxx, miss you, love u much, take care, have a safe ride, salam..” and then unfortunately…all of the sudden, something worst than ever came to my knowledge… WOW! That was it!!!! Dead END! Unbelievable! STRIKE THREE, and you’re out! I have had it, it was enough for me… Muak with all of his lies throughout these years. Finally my heart just given up (not literally tho’, so to speak). It is always all about him.. Finally Man, finally… how relentlessly tired it was, struggling, anticipate, waiting, hoping all these years, trusting, supporting dearly, fights, forgiving, make ups, endearing love, arguments, forgiving again, building up wall of trust again.. and finally damn it again.. TWO THUMBS DOWN.., for putting my head and hopes up so very high, for so long, for what?? Asking to myself in regret... For the things he wishes, promised and says he would do, for that he would change for the better? Has he? Never!! For time and time again.. he did something else.. Manis mulut saja.. Shockingly!! So indeed shockingly.. Until the end, it all comes down to all for nothing.. Nothing at all.. Wasted feelings, Crap.. It was all crap. Rubbish, BULLshit, big fat liar... and yes so many words and more can described the actual feeling one can carry. But the most heartfelt it was to me when this time it was full with mere sadness and hatred very-very deep inside. “From powerful sincere love to loathe”. Betrayal after betrayal... One just could no longer have a bigger heart to ever forgive and forget... Oh no, not again. Never! Why lah… Shit, shit, shit.. (sorry.., Astragfirullahazim) Why oh why, the very one you loved, becomes the one who makes you wanna cry???? Received few packs at the back from close friends and emails, saying, “dear girl, I know you well, move on, you’re tough enough, he’s so not deserving.. I’am also his ex’s this and that, I’ve told you so.. he will get his payback soon enough, take this anger and turn it into new dedication and will power in future undertakings, pheww, many more..” thank you all, some are harsh and hard tho’ but yet – I have read it, clearly understood it well, and I am a believer now..!. – Truthfully, I did move on… I have give him away. It is the hardest thing to do, but the best. Hell will I ever look back, hell will I ever respect him again. But even from deepest love to hate, I wish u have all the things that your heart desire. I wish you happy.. What more you want in your life, may you have it! If you wanna remarry again, please please please do it right. Never ever hurt and played anyone’s heart ever again. Am begging you please. Stop the cruelty to women, to your loving wife and your kids most specially. For me, simple, you had played me enough all these years, for sure I think you are bored of me (therefore u did all that to me) and so therefore again, am begging you never ever hurt me again. I’ll brush you out of my life, by having this big faith that I am better than all the things you said about me. I know the truth, and you’re not worthy enough for me. And forever you will never be. Am better off without you. But because I have loved you, I wish you well. End.

(Wow masih marahnya i? ahaha, not really. bygone should be bygone. nak buat macamana kan, liku kehidupan.. I masih berpegang pada cinta, kasih dan percaya. I cuma berdoa, jgnlah perkara ini terjadi pada insan lain, tak sanggup babe. Altho’, what goes around comes around, serpihan notty I dahulu mungkin..penghapus dosa.. at least jahil I yang satu itu, dapat merubah I kini and sedar di usia muda. And I am so ready to love someone like RAY!!!! Hehe.. seriouslylah.. I am ready, but sgt takut je.. Ray.., he is so different! Adored him dari jauh, hehe :) So anyhow.. back to business, ini hanyalah my last Confession of a broken heart_again_just to remind and be reminded_once again. I have had enough, and also for my sister who is if in reading… am not still in love with him, am up to a new chapter insyaallah”. I am forever will be sad for who he is in real, but yet I will be happy for him. That is all, sincerely that is all that I have left for him. In the end, I wish him well)

Oh ya, why today me typed this one out.. cos am having feverish kowt.. feeling a little mellow, I guess, who knows..

P.s: I did moved on actually.. At my recent office event, I performed Warwick Avenue by Duffy. Yuhoo… Erwina sings again.. I meant it while singing this time… and NO I did not cry.. At first, I practiced for my fav “Bohemian Rhapsody” but the minus one we had was awful.. so nope, reject.. Next I was thing of doing Adele “Someone like you – but I do not want someone like “you” no more” SO REJECT.. ahahhaa.. and lastly Warwick Avenue fits me perfectly.. It actually gave me the will power that I longed for. It tells my story. I feel to sing it.. And the for the finale, I did a duet with my lil sista here (friendly banter – 1 tahun muda jer, ahaha) – Cik Mia… she was pushing me actually,.. We did it in the end, sing our heart out “When you believe, Whitney Houston and Mariah Carey… “hampeh mia, I did Mariah” jenuh mak jerit.. ahhaha.. but overall, beautiful! :) love the memory, waiting for the video now from the german videographer.. yikes.. hope it is good in playback! Anyhow, thank you for the standing ovation.. best colleague and group of people ever.. love ya’ll xoxo.

 

Hey now, that is it. Salam.

Erwina FaceLift!

//Break-Away.. Fix You//

"Fix You" - Coldplay





When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep


Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth


Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face


And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Iqram Dinzly Birthday Bash, 8:30pm @ PNB Darby Park

IQ's now entering the 3 Series.. hehe :)

Anyhow, to my dearest cebok, from the bottom of my heart and deepest love, am wishing you A blessed Birthday by Dear Allah SWT, Wishing you all the best in the year to come. May your days be filled with sunshine and beautiful colors. And may your nights be filled with comforting dreams and wishes to come. Love you much. And may you berjumpa dgn jodoh you yang terbaik soon.

Thank you for inviting us for your birthday bash last night, 29th Sept 2011 @ PNB Darby Park. Me, Mama, Sista and Lil Adam loves you so very much. Hope you loved the Watch we gave. Miss you more now.. xoxo! 



Slash and Adam Levine Perform Their Song 'Gotten'

So nice to see your face again
Tell me how long has it been
Since you’ve been here
(since you’ve been here)
You look so different than before
You’re still the person I adore
Frozen with fear
All out of love but I take it from the past
All out of words cause I’m sure it’ll never last

I’ve been saving these last words for one last miracle
But now I’m not sure
I can’t save you if you don’t let me
You just get me like I’ve never been gotten before

Maybe it’s a bitter wind
That chilled from the pacific rim
That brought you this way
(brought you my way)
Do not make me think of him
The way he touched your fragile skin
That haunts me every day
I’m out of love but I can’t forget the past
I’m out of words but I’m sure it’ll never last

I’ve been saving these last words for one last miracle
But now I’m not sure
I can’t save you if you don’t let me
You just get me like I’ve never been gotten before
Like I’ve never been gotten before

Slash Solo

So nice to see your face again
But tell me will this ever end
Don’t disappear

I’ve been saving these last words for one last miracle
But now I’m not sure
And I can’t save you if you don’t let me
You just get me like I’ve never been gotten before
Like I’ve never been gotten before

Led Zeppelin - Stairway to Heaven (Live Earls Court 1975)

" Thanks to Zakhiri, for reminding me of this amazing song!
Thanks babe! "


"Stairway To Heaven"

There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying the stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she's buying the stairway to heaven.

There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.

There's a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who stand looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.

And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow, don't be alarmed now,
It's just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder.

Your head is humming and it won't go, in case you don't know,
The piper's calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow, and did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.

And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.

And she's buying the stairway to heaven.

Photoblog Aidilfitri 2011

Dari Kelumpo Ke
             Teluk Chempedak Kuantan, 
                   Ke Awana Kijal Terengganu 

We're just another ordinary family

" Ini baru intronya saja.. kalau sudi singgah lagi ke sini, tunggu ya for my Part II photo journey - Aidilfitri 2011 - DARI Kelumpo KE Teluk Cempedak Kuantan, KE Awana Kijal Terengganu... "  :) Sekali lagi, ikhlas dari diri ini, Salam Aidilfitri buat semua. Segala kekhilafan mohon diampuni. Assalamualaikum.

Colmar Tropicale : Medieval French village and Picturesque surroundings

Picture speaks a thousand words..

       Hope mine do too..

       All i want is to getaway from the rush of everyday busy life..

       All I asked for is to find Greenery, Peace and Tranquility,

       I think I have found it there...

       With taking my beloved family up the hill with me...

       Even while busy fasting in beautiful ramadhan.. :)
Embracing the fresh air..., I am truly blessed with the time, health & opportunity, enjoying the simple fact of where i was .

" the lush greenery is something I have been craving for a long time, and my camera does too :) Enjoy sneakpeek photos and  hundred more on myFB if you like "

with love,

Erwina XOXO