prevailing winds

Prevailing Winds... 

seems to me, another day of life depending on prevailing winds... tho receiving the news that very saturday morn, does brings a little sense of relieved... but sadly also knowing of the unfortunate catastrophic that is happening. i guess, all is in god's will... the good and the bad... could only pray for the best, nothing more nothing less...

But yet soon after, sunday gives a little sorrow... And again, am praying so hard to dear Almighty, please hear my prayer, for am wishing nothing else in tis world than for my loved ones good health and happiness.. I pray hard for my BIL to get well and safely undergo his surgery tis coming 22nd. Amin.. 

I knew frm tht very moment, I have to be around, I can't leave tis town just yet, I can't be selfish! But am sorry, it jst gets a little harder taking charge of the new things in life these days... Am working so hard day n nite trying to be the very best, til I've forgotten the simple rules of life, 'Take what u get, Give what u can offer...,' 'U're No Superwoman!'... I realized that is never gonna be easy, but I gotta be more bold rather thn being indecisive at times. not good, to just go with the flow rite?... at tis point, i might not carry the weight of the heavy world... Altho' am blessed n thankful for all of the the high hopes n expectations given, but am taking things wisely, a step at a time.... progressive slowly... and remarkably... Anyhow, the clock keeps ticking, and the wheel keeps on turning... surely yes, don't wanna be left behind esp in the corporate world, but eager moves could only leads to CHECK MATE! Gotta be smarter than that... And eventho' I still hold to my believe, no pain no gain... but at the end of the day, is not all about getting to the top fast and having those recognition in my account, is when u enjoys most working at wut u good at and being appreciated for deserving to the best of what u have done,...n what matter most in life will always comes down to what u actually gives back to all as a human being... esp to those u cares the most n dearly to death!

And so... my family is my life... they have my back all the time... so do i... therefore BIL, promise me U gotta be strong for that surgery.., u loved us dearly, and so u know, u are the world to us too... the joy and life of my beloved sista, mama and me, hey... cepat sembuh, me balik nanti to help babysit kejap aje tau, while u guys rehat melayan penat n layan romansa... :) but jgn lupa akan ada ongkosnya tau...? Lesson for electric guitar tu x habis lagi??? so promise? i wanna see u kembali sihat n smile...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

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